kuma13216

After being together for two years and having our entire lives planned out before us, A decided he didn't love me anymore. We broke up on Valentine's day. As if my depression wasn't bad enough, I've lost all interest in life. I have no desire to draw or develop characters, play music, be with friends, watch tv or movies, or play games. I can't even eat aside from a few bites a day. I'm going to be gone for a while. Until any interest in art comes back. Not like there's a lot of people who really care anyway, but I thought I might as well say something. Sorry, Kuma Neve

So I've been on a prescription of at least a Gatorade a day, though it should be more and that seems to be working on keeping me from fainting. I still get dizzy easy and sick to my stomach sometimes but it seems to be helping with my illness; however, if I don't drink enough I get sick and my body "short circuits" and I have these mini seizures. I have things I can upload but I'm a slacker so it will be a while before I actually get around to it... I mean... I still have Christmas gifts to send to people... But I decided to update my journal to let people know I'm still alive. So hi! I'm still alive.

So I've officially seen an endocrinologist concerning my strange and rather annoying symptoms or getting sick after I eat and passing out when I eat, especially when it's sugary, and when I go for periods without eating. The doctor was a genius and amazing and super nice and even marked down our bill just because he can do that. He told me that nothing was wrong with my endocrine system, so no blood sugar problems, pancreas problems, thyroid problems, etc. He couldn't give me a 100% diagnosis but he had a theory, because he's a genius, and said that he thinks because I'm super underweight and don't drink enough fluid that it affects some sort